2009-07-15 - 12:18 p.m.
Rama Reduction Days are here. Man, I need to back off the talking to a few of my friends who are deep into their own insanity right now.
Offered a ride to one friend back to Iowa and got two separate 10 paragraph screeds about another person and how everyone is out to get them. Gave a call to another friend to commisserate about the economy shutting down needed resources and got an hours worth of her latest scam to get money for nothing. Chicks - not free.
I realize everyone has their own shit they need to go through, but seriously fucking go through it without me having to hold your hand while you really aren't being healthy, you are promoting your own illness. Don't expect me to support you when you are doing unsupportable things. Don't yell at me that I don't understand. Because I do. I just don't care. No, I don't because what you want me to care about are your irrational thoughts. I just won't do it. You want me to buy into your rationalizations for perpetuating your illness. And I don't believe your illness should be perpetuated. I believe it should be treated. Don't care if someone was mean to you 30 years ago and that's why you don't feel worthy. You know it's not true, so why dwell?
It's like me not understanding the horrors of a drunk not getting the booze they want. No, I understand. I just think it's detrimental to their health and won't help them get that booze.
god, I know. I'm bitching about this way too much. Must escape for a while. Painful, painful, painful.
